i'm over, as ranja said...now i fear for my sanity...it's a c-r-a-z-y world out there...and i'm scared silly...and i wonder...sit and wonder...while my mind works up febrile hallucinations...i don't know why, but i get this feeling sometimes...just this feeling...that cannot be named...i shall name no names...not today...i won't accuse anybody...i will carry the whole weight of my existential burden and sleep uneasy